mY dAilY liFe

read an e mail today... there is a story in it... think very nice...n sad...
this is the story...

(i wish u were mine..)

7th grade

I stared at the girl next to me. She was
my so
called "best friend". I stared at her ong,
silky
hair,
and wished she was mine.

But she didnt notice me like that, I knew
it.
After
class she walked up to me and asked me
for the
notes she had missed the day before and
handed
them to her. She said "thanks" and gave
me a
kiss
on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her
to know
that I don`t wanna Be just friends, I love
her
but I`m
just too shy, and I don`t know why...

11th Grade

The phone rang. on the other end it was
her. She
was in tears, mumbling on and on about
how her
love had broke her heart.

She asked me to come over because she
didn't
want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to
her
on
the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing
she
was
mine.

After 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie, &
3
bags of
chips, she decided to go to sleep. She
looked at
me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on
the
cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to
knowthat I
don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but
I'm
just
too shy, and i don't knoiw wHy

Senior Year

The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My
date is Sick" she said; he`s not qonna go.
well I
didnt have a date and in 7th qrade we
made a
promise that if neither of us had dates we
would
go
together just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom niqht

After everything was over I was standing
at her
front door step. I stared at her, She
smiled at
me I
want her to be mine, but she doesn`t
think of me
like that and I know it. Then she said "I
Had the
best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on
the
cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to kno
that I
don`t want to be just friends, I love her
but Im
just
too shy, and I dont kNow why

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month.
before I
could blink, it was graduation day. I
watched as
her perfect body loated like an anqel up
on staqe
to qet her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine, but
she didnt notice me like that, and I knew
it.
Before
everyone went home, she came to me in
her
smock and hat, and cried as I hugged
her. then
she lifted her head from my shoulder and
said,
you`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave
me a
kiss
on the Cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her
to
know
that don`t wanna be just friends, I love
her but
I`m
just too shy, and I don`t know why

A Few Years Later now I sit in the pews of
the
church. that girl is gettinq married now. I
watched
her say "i do" and drive off to her new I
wanted
her
to be mine, but she didn`t see me like
that and I
knew it. But before she Drove away, she
came to
me n said you came!" She said. "thanks!"
and
kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell her,
I want
her to know that i dont wanna be just
friends, I
love
her but I`m just too shy, and i don`t know
why

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a
qirl
who used to be my "best friend". at the
service
they read a diary entry she had wrote in
her hiqh
school years.

This is what it read: I stare at him wishing
he
was
mine, but he doesn`t notice me like that,
and I
know it. i wanna tell him, i want him to
know
that I
don`t wanna be just friends, I love him
but I'm
just
too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish he
would
tell
me he loved me...I wish I did too. I
thought to
myself, and I cried