Tuesday, November 21, 2006

is blogging time!!
like so long never blog sia.. :X

yest night..
feeling very unhappy...
this two month like so many thing happen..
all is like negative thing..
one thing after another..
make me feel so depress...
dun noe y..
nothing seem to b going smoothly for this two month..
mayb cus my guardian angel not there ba.. ( this sentence i any how crap de.. cus listening to hong jun yang de guardien angel now.. :X)
anyway..
yest night i wanted to find some one to beat..
cus every time i feeling down i will fell like beating some one to let me feel better.
think quite a few ppl kanna beat by me b4 le...( think i became more and more violent le)
anyway..
cus i m at hm..
so no one for me to beat.. :C
so go msn n chat...
chat till i c**...
really in a negative mood mah..
but after C**ing..
i feel really better.. :)
althought all my problem is still not solve.. :(
haiz..
really pray hard now..
hope tt no more problem will arise..
and also tt the problem i face now will solve by it self..
really hope so..

dun noe y..
i suddenly feel tt those ppl who look happy or cheerful are actually those who feel really sad in their inner world..
read a few of my frien blog..
than realise tt althought they might look as if they are very carefree on their appearance..
but the fact is they might be feeling really down in their inner world..
hmm..
so dun think that ppl who show a happy face might be really free frm problem..
they might b the one full with problems..
jus tt no one noe ba.. :)

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