mY dAilY liFe

saw tis frm ducky( one of my frien) blog.. and feel that it do make sense
best fren/good fren...
-you treat them like one but do they feel the same thing?
-how would you see if the person is your best or good fren?
-you can oni have few good frens and one best fren?
-how many best or good fren you have?
-check your phonebook...
anyone you can just call now and talk like nobody business?
-do your best or good fren sometimes find you irritating?-
-are you afraid to knw the truth?
-do you wish for the best for yourself or ur frens?-if one has to sacrifice...who will go...you or ur fren?

after reading all this make me start to think..
how to we define best and good frien?
who is my best and good frien?
how many ppl do i ever bother to contact them by sms or call them to find out how are they..
or how many ppl bother to find out how i feel at a certain period of time..
how many ppl can i actually call them when i need some one to talk to?
how many ppl will actually put aside their things and listen to me?
i really dun noe..

as time goes..
i really dun noe how i feel at a certain point of time..
i dun even understand my self any more as time goes..

than also saw gal gal blog..
he mention about cca..
there is actually times i start to ask my self wht is the point of joining cca?
do i join cca jus wan to earn the cca points?
wht is the point of cca points?
there are actually times i dun really noe wht is the point of joining it le..
i can jus stay at hm every day and rot...
but after some time..
i finally realise tt..
the reason y i join cca is not cus of cca point any more..
is not cus i need a cca tt is y i join..
mayb is cus i start to like the ppl in the club and also cca is a way to make my poly life more interesting or memorable?
pray hard tt nothing will happen to the club..
really pray hard nothing will goes wrong.. :)