why why why?
every time i step into this place i will feel unhappy~
jus now b4 i came hm i was still cheerful de..
but once i step in to this stupid place..
she start to scold me!!!
i really hated it..
ok, perhaps i m in the wrong~
but cant she talk nicely to me?
i was really pissed off..
is tt so difficult to talk to me patiently or nicely?
m i so difficult to communicate with?
and i jus ask her straight..
have she ever trusted me?
she say no, she never trust ANY one..
FINE!!!
I REALLY HATED PPL WHO NEVER TRUST ME!!
a hm without any trust is no more a hm to me..
it is jus a hse to me le..
jus a place for me to rest..
tt's all..
until now she still dunno wht i wanted..
i never ask for any thing much from her..
i never request any thing from her..
nothing le..
i only wanted more trust frm her..
and is it SO DIFFICULT TO GET?
i rather exchange every thing i have now in order to get the trust frm ppl around me..
is tt so difficult to gave it to me?
she never realise how much it hurts when she say thoSe words...
cant control my tears any more...
totally disappointed..
feel like escaping frm this place..
feel like hiding in some other place now~
****
crying out really will make one feel better?i dunno..my tears does not seems to b able to stop now..realy sound damn dumb to cry in front of my laptop..i will also not stop my self...jus wan to cry out every thing.. really hope tt every thing is jus a bad dream..i really wish when i m awake i will b some where else..some where when ppl around me will trust me..have the thought of calling ppl..but i really dunno who to call..i dun wan affect other ppl mood too.. perhaps crying my heart out will really feel better.
every time i step into this place i will feel unhappy~
jus now b4 i came hm i was still cheerful de..
but once i step in to this stupid place..
she start to scold me!!!
i really hated it..
ok, perhaps i m in the wrong~
but cant she talk nicely to me?
i was really pissed off..
is tt so difficult to talk to me patiently or nicely?
m i so difficult to communicate with?
and i jus ask her straight..
have she ever trusted me?
she say no, she never trust ANY one..
FINE!!!
I REALLY HATED PPL WHO NEVER TRUST ME!!
a hm without any trust is no more a hm to me..
it is jus a hse to me le..
jus a place for me to rest..
tt's all..
until now she still dunno wht i wanted..
i never ask for any thing much from her..
i never request any thing from her..
nothing le..
i only wanted more trust frm her..
and is it SO DIFFICULT TO GET?
i rather exchange every thing i have now in order to get the trust frm ppl around me..
is tt so difficult to gave it to me?
she never realise how much it hurts when she say thoSe words...
cant control my tears any more...
totally disappointed..
feel like escaping frm this place..
feel like hiding in some other place now~
****
crying out really will make one feel better?i dunno..my tears does not seems to b able to stop now..realy sound damn dumb to cry in front of my laptop..i will also not stop my self...jus wan to cry out every thing.. really hope tt every thing is jus a bad dream..i really wish when i m awake i will b some where else..some where when ppl around me will trust me..have the thought of calling ppl..but i really dunno who to call..i dun wan affect other ppl mood too.. perhaps crying my heart out will really feel better.
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