mY dAilY liFe

放弃未必是懦弱
总好过钻牛角尖，死不放手
放下不应靠勇气
应该是顺其自然，无需刻意

每个人在一生中都会有想放弃什么或放下什么的时候。其实，不管是放弃或放下，不应该勉为其难，因为这样只会更无法放弃，更放不下。顺其自然，你会在不知不觉中发现你已经放弃你所应该放弃的，放下你所想要放下的。至于该不该放弃，要不要放下，又是另外一个问题了。总而言之，开心就好。

found this in dunno whose blog~
and think is kind of meaningful~
every thing is faited..
who will came in to ur life..
who will cross in to ur life..
all this is jus a learning process for every one of us.. :)
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tired tired tired tired..
is wht i feel today.. -_-
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dad jus ask pass me my hp bill~
and i gt to pay myself AGAIN..
cus use too much le.. :(
Incoming: 312.8 min
Outgoing: 120.5min
SMS: 976
who i talk to ?
who i sms to?
i really have no idea..
mayb ghost ba...
i really hated holiday~
no pocket money..
even my hp bill i also gt to pay myself..
they still dare to ask me how came i now got tuition gt attachment still complain no $$
money will not grow inside the bank by it self ok!
zzzzz...
holiday time= $$ decrease in an increasing rate..

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just some thoughts..
read todays paper..
and realise that MOE have change the education syllabus for N level..
hmm..
jiu have some thoughts about it ba..
is it really good for N level student to take up o level subject?
well..
my batch was the first batch of N level student that gt to do 2 olevel paper- math and chinese in sec 4 at the same time N level paper.. ( provided u did ok for ur sec 2 exam paper lah)
well..
in case some of u dunno.. i m one of the stupider kids ( like wht my mum always say)
need to go through N level first and waste one stupid yr~
but some how i gt to do both o level math and chinese in sec 4 too..
but seriously i dun think it really benefit us.. =x
jus say for chinese...
from sec 2 NA to sec 3E..
a lot of chapter wasnt being taught to us..
teacher never bother to go through the topic tt we never study..
super duper stupid lah..
cus is like we skipped away so many chapter and teacher never bother to go through..
not only that..
it make my cert is messy sia..
normal ppl have 1 testimonal 1 o level cert when they graduate..
i have- 1 testimonal, 1 n level.. 2 o level cert..
is like super duper ma fan lah..
and a lot of ppl dun understand y i have 2 o level cert.. ( especially when interview for jobs)
and i need to explain my self sia..
- cus 1 o level cert only have 2 sub(
math and chinese)
the other i have the rest of the sub..
it make my cert so ugly~
some time i seriously dun feel like explaining my self..
seriously feel like telling the person who interview me jus look at my grades and stop asking so many qn.. =x
but well..
it have its benefit for letting N level student to take up O level sub at sec 4..
i get to drop quite a number of sub ba..
i drop my N level chinese in sec 4
O level Chinese in Sec 5..
this means i have more free period..
tt is the only advantage i can think of..
so is it really good to let N level student to take up O level sub?
it depends on how u see it. :)