mY dAilY liFe

i told ah na tt i will blog tis TODAY..
ah na cousin say i m CUTE!
wahaha..
some time must b abit thick skin in my blog.. =x
ah na.. i noe i promise u to blog bout my life.. frm kindergarden till now.. but some how..
i dunno how to write.. or mayb there is part of my life tt i dun wan to blog here? u also dun forget u promise me to blog too..

and also happy bdae to lynette! today is her bdae.. :)

today i m late for sch again.. =x
well well..
actually i must thank a stupid bird who wake me up..
cus normally early in the morning my hse is quiet de..
but today when i was still in my slp i heard my room gt some nice and was kind of noisy..
so i quicky jump out of my bed and see wht happen..
and i saw this ugly black bird immediaely fly out of my room..
haha..
think my sudden reaction also scared tt bird ba.. =x
on my way to sch...
1 of the bus spoilt..
and block 1 of the lane..
which causes traffic jam..
zzzz
stupid!!!
this cause me to b real real late!!!
argh.. :(

and u noe wht?
today at my sch stadium i actually saw a couple taking their wedding pic there!
omg!
out of so many place in the world y would take wan to take in np sports complex?
wht is so nice bout there?
is it because take pic frm there no need $$?
then y not go botanic garden? =x
isnt botanic garden far more better then sport complex?
cannot imagine it...
or perhaps they have special memory over there?
who noes?

recently watch heros with my boy..
hmm..
e show ar..
quite ok lor..
haha..
but think cause i never watch the drama so i dun really get some part..
but the funny part is..
there is a scene where it is pretty sad and romantic..
and guess wht?
gt one idiot actually cry loudly there..
haha..
make the whole cinema atmosphere change to so funny sia.. =x

watch charlie and the chocolate factory frm the sch library also..
actually wanted to catch it in the movie quite some time ago..
but some how i miss it and never watch it..
and i love the show!
how i wish i have a chocolate castle too.. =x
wahaha..

i dunno y..
suddenly have the thoughts of quiting my tuition..
mayb i m really tired of my life now..
i start to feel the drift between me and many of my friends..
i dun have e time to care for them..
i dun have e time for them..
i dun have time to do my project
i dun have time to do my tut..
i dun have time for him..
i dun have time for my family..
even my dad when for an operation i only noe it one day in advance..
i m really tired now..
but i noe.. since i take up e job as a tutor..
i cant jus stop as an when i wan..
this is a responsibility..
i start to miss my yr 1 life..
when i can spend every night watching tv...
taking up e job as tutor was wht i choose.
no one force me to do it..
now i realise my thoughts are dumb... because i wanted to avoid somethings.. i make myself so busy.. in the end i regret..

dunno y..
my aunt suddely ask me and my sis to go watch movie tml..
hmm..
i tink i better go charge my hp now..
cus she wanted to go town..
and being a road idiot i CONFIRM PLUS GUARENTEE WILL LOSS MY WAY AGAIN!!!

i dunno y i feel this way..
suddenly i feel so upset..
mayb i m feeling down lately?
i dunno...
jus like today..
u went for ur comp..
i really hope tt u will call or at least msg me to tell me how is it..
but u never do it..
is not cause u are busy or wht..
u even have time to go back to sch..
so is it so difficult to jus sms me even i m at tuition?
i never expect any thing much frm u..
but i jus really hope tt u can share wht ever things tt happen with me..
i must admit i really fall for u le..
but some how i have this fear within me..
tt u will leave me eventually..
some time ur reasurance make me feel wanted..
but there is time i feel tt is very difficult to understand u..